Can you feel it changing?
The whirling in your head
The line ever thinning
Between the living and the dead
Spin the red into the black
Pinning eyeballs on your wall
The pain of happiness
Wrenching your insides
Drop to your knees and crawl
Sinking through the ceiling
Bleeding when you cry
Shaded is the looking glass
Melting over your face
Run and scream all you like
You'll never escape this place
Draw a pretty smile on
No one will ever know
You're nothing but a failure
Or at least the voices tell you so
Staple your eyelids open
You can never sleep
The shadows will come creeping in
To take you while you dream
As the moonlight wanes
My heart fills with pain
I look at your emotionless face
And you turn away
I would give anything
If it would only make you care
I would go anywhere
If only you were there
Chasing an image
That's always haunting my mind
Cutting away my tears
Bleeding now I'm blind
I go looking for myself
But it's only you I find
Slipping on a memory
Falling in my head
I wake up drenched in blood and sweat
And you are in my bed
Close my eyes just for a moment
When I look back
You've disappeared
Sheets are dry
And I'm disappointed
My tears no longer running clear
Dart into the bathroom
I must find a way to wake up
Cold knife pressed against the neck
Oh, that feels so good
Would you scream if I eased up?
If I only could. . .
Would you beg for your life?
Or would you just give in?
I wonder if I can do it all over again. . .
I feel your blood streaming down my hand
Tears streaming down my face
Pain more than I can withstand
Why are you crying?
Are you mourning the end of your life?
I changed my mind
I don't want this anymore
But it's too late to back out
Presses the blade harder
See the life drain out
As I look in the mirror
Thoughts changing to happiness
And to think I had fear
Come in with me
It feels you breathe
Come down with me
Try not to scream
And so, now let it begin
Lovingly plunge the dagger in
Doesn't that feel good?
What would you do
If you only could?
Blood trickles to the floor
What's that you say?
You don't want this anymore?
You can't stop it now
You were doing so well
Dancing with me
Through the black fires of our hell
Running and hiding
But there's nowhere to go
Haunted by the memory
Of my twisted little show
You know I am watching you
You can see my eyes at night
Screaming and crying
But there's no way to fight
If you give in
I know you will enjoy
Go to the table
And cho
The voices in my head have struck up conversations
And now I'm eavesdropping on my own mind
Because there's no one to talk to
So I'm sitting inside my head
Against the rotting soul of Innocence
Which is so much better off dead
Anger screams at Pain
Making her burrow further into an open wound
Trust has locked himself away
And Love sits at the door
Crying and begging him to come out
Sanity is laughing
At Hope's stupid dreams
Logic belittling
While Fear sits and screams
Depression holds Happiness in hand
And will never let it fly
Memory has chained Forgiveness to a wall
But will never let her die
Inspiration has been writing